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Yue Minjun
 

I thought, I wouldn't mind being a boy-toy, being a rebounding launch pad, being of help, being a support system, being a wall, a floor, being a really easy love, being some sort of pitiable victim, being someone vaguely remembered and infrequently recalled. Wouldn't mind it, for the people I know now, and for the people I will get to know. Just that much, I don't really imagine getting too many things. I think I am afraid of damaging anyone that I would rather be damaged. Rather be the passive one free of blame, than the actor responsible for all the regrets.

I'm a sucker.

Things don't stick with me long these days. Everything is sort of, popping, parting. A little groundless, a little free, a little light, a little grim.


Mothagesso.