I don't know what I want to do anymore. I don't know if any of the things I'm doing now are things I'm exceptionally good at. I can't say for certain that there is anything I'm better at doing than anyone else. I've lost conviction in myself, belief in my talents, and all I seem to have is just some baseless learnt confidence in what I have the potential to become. Reiterating thoughts like this dramatizes the issue, yes. Yet this is perhaps the one time in my life where I really feel asking for advice might be necessary. Friends of the world, share with me your thoughts. I'm not equipped for this.

Nothing feels more disorienting than the illusion of direction.

Guichanaso.